Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Sebastian's Melt Down

My nose felt tight.  I was just waking up.  Cold.  My head reeled.  My body ached, limbs crunched audibly when I baled up.  Pale blue light, so dull.  Then, I couldn't be asleep anymore.  That fast.

Not where I'd been the night before.  Last night?  Or, was it?  "Where the fuck?"
Dry, dry air.  Smelled like blood, a tart assault on my senses.  My eyes seemed caked together.  My feet were suddenly uncomfortably cool.  I had to wake up, eventually, despite my latent exhaustion.  The blanket on top of me was practically nothing, a cursory rag.  A 'trick' by whoever was playing this scenario.  Threads from a loom, nothing more.
My mouth was so very dry.  The room wasn't outright cold but I felt something like it.  An emptiness, a loss.  Altitude, perhaps.
I fought to see where I was.  It seemed like an imperative.  Have to know 'what the deal is," right?

But I knew that I didn't want to wake up when I did.  And not in a place like this, with conspicuous sterility - a hospital, maybe.

No more mushrooms, I reminded myself.  They lead to inevitable trouble.  As they had.




The door slicked open, I hadn't even identified it...

A greyish shape with yellow moved toward me, and I was aware that I couldn't move away, not in any real fluid way.   Everything ached.

And then I was out again.  Hard.  Maybe I felt a needle.